Lupus. I drove for many miles to find a cure, there were a group of people coming with me. Even my cat Sunny was on my side, purring, being compassionate while I drove. Slowly breaking down… I realized I felt tired and frustrated. My mind began to shift… while telling someone about what I was trying to do, I accidently spelt out the last name Luhn instead of “Lupus.” Inside my dreaming mind I realized I was only dreaming so I became compassionate.. and kind of let it go. 

The person you spelt out was the connection to the medicine work you did in the past life. It was not a coincidence. You knew him but you couldn’t understand why you two reconnected, for what, you do not know yet. This dream is telling you to be compassionate for those illness that have no cure. You must understand that you will see them being compassionate for those who are infected, the illness that have no cure is trying to teach you something. In life, this is very critical to be compassionate. Give love and healing energies and be compassionate, this is all what you need to do. 

The person, you saw his name, it means you are going to learn something from him. You will see. Allow it to be easy. We love you. 

A flower was growing off from the top of my left foot, I looked down.. is that the ground or it’s part of me? I can see the dirt, the roots.. Did I needed to shave? Where’s my toes? The flower is tall as my knees and it’s white. I think I tried to puck them.. 

The growing flower represents the time of blooming, where you go forward on a new path. The flower is soft and white, which means you are compassionate. Though you pucked them, they were still there and you knew they were part of you. All what you need to do is to give water and sunshine (meaning positive thinking).

Why don’t you go for a swim in the ocean and feel the sun? 

Was it ducks or swans? I actually said it outloud inside my dreams, their body shape looked like bowling pin. They had long wings, they were very expressive. Their black and white wings, some are both or some are more black. Pammy and I watched them flying up above us, they are flying in a long line. Some of them are fluttering hard and some are flying smooth. Their bodies does look heavy, in a way they looked so excited to be going somewhere together. My spirit guides, may you take a portray what I saw?

My dear Sara, this is your spirit guide Wenna. Allow me write to you.

They were not birds on earth, you watched their soul doing the work above you and your good friend. You two were admiring their wings and their bodies does fortunate work. We were seeing you taking a mental note, trying to remember what you saw so you’d write it down on here. You are becoming more vivid dreamer, wanting to collect details. So you’d write about it and find messages.

We shall see you coming forth of your working with soul of worlds because it is what you do. Your friend Pammy wants to know about your gift. You did not tell her yet.

Write her a letter, handwritten and mail it to her. She loves that she want to hear from you. She was looking up at the stars and thinking of you. You two were close but you know you will be happy to have her in touch once again.

The birds from the soul world are doing the work for you to see them, they were spreading their wings and flew hard through the passion. You saw them giving you energy but you would not be able to write that down. Remember the birds as you mediate, you shall see them. Allow it to be easy.

I brought a $25 photo frame. I was determined to pick the right one, it was kind of plain box-like, it was in deep silver. The salesguy asked me if I wanted a box like if it was a gift, I said yes. I carried the bag and I walked out of the store looking behind me.. I had a vision of the blank photo frame, but soon I will put in a new photo. I didn’t know what it would be. 

Your dream of buying a photo frame means you are getting ready to install the new photo. New things are coming your way. When you chose a frame, you said “this is perfect.” It means you are confident the new energy coming your way is perfect for you. 

Inside my dreams, my 6 years old is smaller. He’s still a baby. It’s like him few years ago. This morning I dreamed that he is sleeping on my lap. If you see him, he is a big kid. Am I keeping him as a “baby” inside my dreams? 

My dear, your son is a baby and always will be your baby. In your dreams, you see him as a baby and he is very close to you. When you see him inside your dreams and think of him as your child, he shall be your child for he is your flesh and blood. We want to let you know that your son is the moreover worldly changer. He is the Waker. You shall see his visions in your dreams, but he is following you. He is carrying your heart and soul in pieces as he grow up, those were yours as a child. You lost them and he found them and he is carrying them with him. Allow it to be easy, for him to see his mother as a dream warrior. He shall learn how to dream. We see you as his mother and as a teacher, he will see you in his dreams eventually. 

We are sending you love energies for you to see your son as he is your gems and jewels in your heart. 

I think I felt upset about not moving into “3 bedrooms” home that I was mindset about. It was an apartment complex. My mother was around. Obviously I’m still upset about near-future plan, she’s not moving in with us, change of the plan… (ok this is real life). What it looked like, my dream life is finally caught up. OH. The plan had changed. Me in the dream was pretty disappointed, I had a tatrum. My mom was like, oh well! Shit happen.

Sara, you slept and dreamed about your frizzled out plan. You saw yourself finding out about change of the plan, your dreaming self became upset but you knew the information for about a week now. In the dream, you had a visualization of the new home. You said “3 bedrooms” home that was perfect for you and little family. You saw it being nearby and you saw it being worked out perfectly inside your dreaming mind but that was scattered away. You saw your mother walking around saying, “shit happens.” You felt upset and you really felt upset by acting it out, you allowed your feelings to come out and you said you didn’t mean to be this upset but you wanted the feelings to come out. You stormed and wronged your visualizations.

We were with you but we were watching you doing the work alone. You was trying to figure out if you should make a new plan that work. You said to yourself you needed to know what you are going to do about the new plan. You thought you knew about new changes to come but you really don’t. You cannot see what it is but you already know the new change is coming soon.

Inside the dream, you allowed yourself air it out by feeling upset and then let it go. Congratulations. That it.

this indeed is a shift, i could feel it. for the past two weeks, everything was off-balance and it was useless to try to gravity them right. mecury was in retrograte, so it was for my dreaming life? interesting

so last night i was dreaming about being able to work on my healing powers. what it looked like i was “uploading” for the past two weeks, so i put them in action. when i was playing with the fire, or “fire bending” i watched how the healing powers traveled from my hands toward the fire.

the fire expressed the senesation in respond to my trush, i learned to be gentle or to be study.

inside my dreaming mind, i was watching my ability to think and give commands. i wanted to allow it to be but i had to monitor for the real work done so i could feel content.

what i was doing exactly, the healing powers was glowing blue cooling effect coming from my hands. right hand, it throws out the cooling vibrations. left hand receives the responders healing work in progress.

i was thinking i could do that in my human life, when awake i’d imagine myself sending healing energies but then i did not enforce them to travel to another person. what the dream is trying to tell me is that i have ability to do so more than i know?

this is your energy guide on healing, my name is weoulf. you would think i’m your winter time guide, for you to learn how to appreciate the wintry weather. i’m also your work on being able to use your healing powers. the dream was convert to your misunderstood thoughts about being a healer in your awake life. in dream, you think you are powerful. you could control the dream setting and you would imagine that you are able to do anything you want. in real life, you limit yourself thinking it was why you fled and dream far.

when you went to the fire factory where people made glass, you stood by the kiln and heard my words guiding you to challenge yourself. i told you to look down at your hands and imagine you are blue, watch them glow, and i pointed out to your finger tips and showed you to throw them at the fire. you imagined you was in movie or you was a warrior like the book you have been reading. you threw the cooling energy towards the fire and it raved in respond. you then learned how to be gentle or to get the respond from the fire. the fire was able to work with you because you are grounded in earth and you had your world of working with elements and the source within.

what i wanted you to remember about the dream work, you was able to see your gift that you could travel it to another person for healing work. you could see your energy being sparkly and you could transfer the person’s anxiety or negative energy, and allow it transform into positive healing energy. you could do that in your awake life, you done with your son even though you did not do anything to try to heal yourself.

what you are learning from this dream is that you can use your gift to grow by seeing your finger tips being the work of good energy, you shall see your fingers tumbing from the cold as your energy work for you to understand all the elements on earth. it was your mission in past life, you needed to connect with earth energies in order to be a healer.

when you would see it being a special trait of yours, you carried on for centuries. many of your past lives, you was able to carry the gift you have. do you know why? it is because you was able to see it and use it and carry it on.

but this life is a challenge for you, the real world expectations and the servity of society oppressions, you could bypass the barrier by believing that you are meant to be to have the gift.

last night i dreamed of a Genie who was taking wishes and he had blueberry pancake with powdered sugar. he said to me what i’d want for christmas, trying to make a conversation, i say i don’t know. he was in amazement that i didn’t know what i wanted. he called me crazy and said i need to think what my heart is saying. my mind need to know what is my heart truest desires. 

someone came in and asked a genie for a wish, he had an older son in a group home and he couldn’t see him for a long time. he sat down on the floor and began to weep. the Genie did not know what to do, my social work’s instincts jumped in and i told the weeping father he can find an advocacy and see if he can write letters to representations/legislative leaders. he seemed to thinking about what i said. Genie turned to look at me, i quickly apologized for jumping in, he said that was what my heart desire is. that’s what i want for Christmas, being able to help people and do what my heart say and not to worry about money or my living status. 

i think this dream is completely twisted for me, this Genie is going to play basketball in this life because he couldn’t do his honest job right. people don’t know him and people have more emotional issues and are spiritually lost while they have all the materials they need. This Genie is lost and he couldn’t see people wishes and he was in the bus when i saw him, he was touring to see people. when i saw him, i didn’t know who he was until i saw him eating blueberry pancakes, he asked if i want to sit on his table so i could eye level with him. we had a conversation but we were two different people. 

i think this dream is trying to tell me something. i woke up wishing i could start the day like i live in a genie’s bottle.