I dreamed of mental institution setting once again! 

The building was very old and wear down but when I entered, it was like I was being warped into back in time. Probably early 1900’s.. There was a male, all set to give me a tour. I was told to vision what someone went through (my deaf great aunt?! couldn’t tell if it was my wild imaginations or if I dreamed about her lifestory). I was required to see how lobotomy was done. I was expected to understand what really had happened. 

We went up to the top of building, there was an old elevator.. Getting ready for the memory “ride,” I began to feel nervous. Someone gave me the list of diagnosis, patient’s information etc, but then I wrote the invocation. I invited protection and healing energy.. And then old elevator was getting ready to go down in the darkness, I was nervous! The person ripped the piece of paper that I wrote down and told me hurry get in the old elevator (it was already heading down..). There was 7 people around the elevator space they made room and I jumped into the middle. I grabbed their hands, on my right hand was male’s very thick, strong, and comforting. On my left hand was a female with study energy. I held them tightly. I was willing to witness the event. Off into the darkness, the elevator was shaky and very loud, and I looked up…What it looked like I was heading backwards in the red-lit tunnel (the ceiling of elevator opened up).

The only thing I remembered was how shocked I felt of what that patient went through. I woke up from my own racing heartbeats.